A second thought about completing my book
Compared to a lot of these artists who have a lot of support, I seldom wonder why it ever took me so damn long to amass over 12,000K on Pixiv before I lost it all some years ago when I was kicked off the platform after Japan chose to be the West's little dumb shit bitch for the rest of their miserable sorry ass lives...I then noticed how a lot of these artists on X have close to 300,000+ followers, and some of the bigger name ones have up to a million number of supporters/viewers. Of course not all of these people following them are actual people because every site still uses and allow bots to roam around their platforms. I believe some time ago Elon was working on getting rid of bots completely from X, I never understood the point or purpose in having them in the first place... But the reality of all of this is that I feel rather conflicted about my work these days and often wonder if I'm just creating for the sake of creating, or am I really just doing this as a coping me...
