The 1200K Commission Offer

 

                                 I created Asian money....and a silver cock to fuck you with.

Struggling financially is a very difficult situation for a lot of people right now... That's because society worldwide tolerate a lot of corruption except for in countries where even the elites of society can be punished for doing wrong... I've had a lot of thought recently about retiring from creating anymore art for the "NSFW" community because I have lost a lot of passion for doing it these days...

 First I lost 12,000 supporters from Pixiv I cannot ever get back no matter how hard I work or post on any other platform. I would have to remain on Twitter/X creating a lot of material that will attract new comers, the thing is I just don't like twitter/X and don't feel all that comfortable showcasing my content there. I did try hosting on newgrounds but for some reason they removed all of my damn art and now it's listed as unpublished, and they never gave me any explanation as for why they did this either.

Now I just create for medical and psychological health reasons even though I was pretty much already doing that from the very beginning. I say that because art is a much better outlet than anti-depressant medication that never helped me overcome my suicidal tendencies. With my artwork I simply take every dark thought I might have about ending my life and I use that dark energy to create content that I feel would help me combat this problem. 

Well it wasn't too long ago one of my sponsors a guy who paid for me to use Picarto for 3 full months with a premium has offered to renew it, while also offering me a $1200 commission to create a graphic novel for him based on a dream he had. I've never earned that kind of money from a commission a day in my life, but it would be a major stepping stone in terms of having that kind of pay for a full graphic novel.

 A lot of people lately have been asking me about comics and graphic novels from long ago that I use to work on. Thing is I threw it all away in the trash when I realized I could remake a lot of it or create newer ones and make the content much better. So I chose to create newer material instead of rehashing my old work. With that said, I am not sure if I will accept the offer or decline it yet. It is a lot of money but should I accept it, at least I'll be able to get through the month until I find full time employment. Such an opportunity like this is rare, and once of a lifetime.